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Sunday, December 6, 2009
7:15PM
at this point I'm going to have to file for bankrupcy. I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't get companys to give me an interview let alone a job and I'm bearly making $200 a pay period. loan companys are calling almost nonstop wanting me to make payments of over $700. I'm worried they might kick me and my parents out of the house just to get me to pay it.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Well I guess I should finally feel like a real artist now. I just had some of my art stolen.
Ok so the guy isn't coming out and saying that he drew it and the fact that he did mention he didn't he draw it he's just using it as insperation for a story he's writing. (thats one of the reasons I just wrote him a not rather then reporting his ass) But still he's got at least 6 coments on it and 32 favs which is more then I got when I posted it what like 3/4 years ago. and all these people thinking he did are commenting on his wonderful art style and asking him for more. I hope he doesn't deside to try to "deliver" X(
Current mood:  crushed
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
I don't know what it is about today but I feel so restless.
I don't know if it's cause I'm lonely cause my sister's gone or all my friends are miles away (or in some cases it just seems that way)
Or if it's cause I've got some many projects, some that need to get done soon, Some that need to be done for a craft show, some to be done at least before anime Iowa next year, and some that if I can't get them done on a weekly bases I need to atleast keep a steady seduile with. Also a couple of the thing that need to get done require that I'm somewhere else to do them, and while I love traveling and seeing new places I'm also tearifide that I'm going to have to do it on my own.
I have alot of places I want to go before the year is out but I have no idea how I'm going to get there and once I do where I'm going to stay once I get there.
Visting Misty and Kurt is about the only easy one, it's just a 6 hour drive and right now all I have to do is scedule the time off. But I want to see Krista and Dee too sometime. Driving to see them is a 10 hour drive which that in and of itself wouln't be that bad but I'm pretty I'd have to get a hotel for the night before I made it that far, I'd be willing to do that but still the fact that it would be a frist for me so it scares me a bit, I was never really good at planing stuff. I sapose I could go with Lindsays idea of going by train but frist I'm not sure if i could afford it and krista would have to come pick me up. Last time we brought it up it sounded like it was still too far for her to do it. also I'm pretty sure I'ed have to scedual at least a week off so I could get up there, have time to visit and still get back in time. At the moment I don't think I can aford that. But if I don't find some way to get my hinny up there, or down there or wherever the hell it is Krista and Dee and going to think I don't care about them.
The other thing I want to do is if I'm going be seroius about my comic I'm going to need to go to more convetions. which mean I need to plan for how I'm going to get to them and where I'm going to stay. Staying with other people in there hotel rooms would proably I just wish I had the net connection lindsay has so I could room with someone. I'm not that big of a chat online person so I don't think people would let some random person would just let me stay with them.
and then there's the usually things I have to worry about. Like I said I feel I have alot on my mind but writing some of it down has made me feel a little bit better.
Current mood:  indescribable
Monday, August 17, 2009
Saw this at AI this year and wanted to share with friends who couldn't be there
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
there are just some days you can't do any thing right. And you can't take back anything that was said like it was never said. I just hope people are wiling to forgive and give me plenty of second chances. Lord knows I squrew up alot
Current mood: disappointed
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
man I wish we had a sushi house near by I'm really craving it right now. Guess I'll have to wait til AI
Current mood: hungry
Sunday, July 5, 2009
I just got back from Convergence. Unforchanly I wasn't able to stay for the whole con but I still had fun and I have a few pics for you all to enjoy so let get this started.
( Convergance pics )
Next year I'm not going to base my trip on weather or not people can come with me and registure early. think I will still try to get a room for two though just incase. I'm hoping next year I'll be able to stay the whole 4 days.
Current mood:  cheerful
Thursday, June 18, 2009
No I am not married. I haven't got the money to buy how much beer it would take to get some guy just to sleep with me, let alone get them to marry me.
No I do not have kids. First see above. Second I'm still trying to figure out my own life, I'm not going to try and raise kids on top of that. Beside I know how horriable of a mother I would be. I still reliy on my mom for stuff, if I were to have kids I'm sure mom would end up taking care of them more then I would. Third I'm finally enjoying my life I don't need some snot nosed brats ruining it for me.
I don't know why you seem to think just cause I'm 27 means I should have a house full of kids. Especially since you keep asking me everytime you see me. what you think that answer is going to change in the next 5 days, you'll be lucky if it's the next 5 years. Or are you hoping to find someone as fucked in life as you who's stupid enough to try and bring kids into the mix cause if thats the case look somewhere else. I'm sure as hell not doing it for you
Current mood:  annoyed
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I thought I was going to have to forget about it this year. But I was talking with my sister about it and we found out she would still be in the area so we're going to go ahead and try this year.
we've got two facters that might be troublesome though. Frist kelly not sure if she'll beable to get the full 4 days off mostly cause of 4th of july so we might only beable to make it down for 2 or three days instead. The other thing is finding a place to stay while we're up there espcealy since this is kind of short notice. Sherinton is full, we know that so we're going to try and find something close that doesn't cost an arm and a leg. If all else fails we're going to probally see if my aunt and uncle will put us up.
I really hope we can make it.
Current mood: excited
Sunday, June 7, 2009
can you get STD's by biting a vampire?
Current mood:  curious
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
And quit fallowing me in the forest
Current mood: drunk
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
RAGE QUIT
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!
*slinks to back of cave eyes glowing in the dark*
snarl, grrrrrrrrrr
Current mood: pissed off
Friday, May 15, 2009
I GOT THE DAYS OFF!! Ren-fest here I come. Going to try to be on the road again by 5 so if all goes well I should be there before we have to leave (you said they open at ten?) Do you want to do like last time and meet me at hotel 6 and we leave my car at walmart?
I'm going to see if I can scrounge up a outfit.
Current mood: ecstatic
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Not feeling the best to tell you the truth. Picked up some kind of crud this week. Been trying to fight it with Dayquil but everytime I think I've beaten down one simpton, a new one pops up. Unforchanly I don't think any of it is bad anough that I can call into work today.
On the plus side today I just saw the trailer for the New Disney 2D animated Movie: the princess and the frog.
I was really excited when I first heard about this movie. Disney movies were one of the reason I went to Mcad in the first place. When I heard the they had gotten rid of their 2D department I was crused. waiting for a new Disney movie had always been something I looked forward to each year. I'm glad they desided to bring it back.
on a side note I'm also glad they kept her a black princess. I heard a rummor they were going to change her into another eurapin one.
Current mood: nauseated Current music: right now by korn
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
sitting here in my living room waiting for a pizza to cook and watching hero on dvd. Outside it's not axactly pouring out but its not really that nice out either. On the plus side maybe this will mean we will have a relivly nice day at work. I really need to get out of fast food servious.
Lindsay made my day. We were really busy yesterday but she still managed to pop in and give me a B-day gift. A zelda hoody and a tmnt walet. Her b-day is coming up and I'm trying to figer out what to get her. It is my day off on saturday. If nothing else I could at least spend the day with her.
Pizza's done.
last weekend at Misty's was fun. Intriely too short but fun none the less. We went to a susi house on friday and went shoping all day saturday (got my conic fix) I also got to see the new Xmen movie. It was awesome.
Like i said it was intirely too short to actully spend time with them but I'm going to try to go down for a longer stay this 23rd. Misty and Kurt have invited me to come to their renfest this year. Kind of short notice but I figure I might be able to squezz the request in since he does sceduling on a once a week basice. It will be cool to see another renfest beside Minisota. Though I am going to that one as well. Kurt and Misty want to see what my renfest is like. I just got to figure out a place for us to stay. Origanly I was going to have us bunk with my aunt but Dad says she's actully an hour away from renfest so it actully might be better to find a place closer. forchaly though I think hotels in that area might be relitivly cheep.
Current mood: calm
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Got letters from the Loan Company again. Don’t worry I’m in a fairly good mood so I’m not going sicotic again but it still worries me. I’m going to have to call them back and figure something else out tomorrow cause their wanting like 1000 a month from me. Ah …no. The only reason I’m waiting ‘til tomorrow to fix it though is Mom will be home and if nothing else I need her to be here as a soport while I try talking on the phone. Other wise I’m going to screw something up and make it worse then it already is.
I’m also going to Vocational rehabilitation tomorrow which is making the whole thing with the loan seem a bit lighter cause I might actually be able to get some help. They once said to me that they could help with rent for an apartment or for something as simple as a hair cut. If that’s true maybe they can help with these loan payments as well. Won’t push my luck though.
I forgot to mention voc rehab excepted me a couple weeks ago and last week I got taken off the waiting list so now they are able to help me. I guess they thought I deserved it more them I though I deserved it. I mean I’m sure there are people out there who need this kind of help more then me but aren’t getting it cause they don’t realize the help is out there. Hell, we didn’t really know it was out there until one of Mom’s friends menched it to her that she was using it for her son. I’ve also never liked using my epilepsy as a crutch but as my manager said to me today ‘if you can find help in this life then use it.’
The main thing they going to work on is getting me a job. (Besides KFC. we’re talking actual currer job that might use some if not all of my skills.) First they’re going to get me work classes that will help build my confidence and help me with interview and stuff like that. I don’t know if they can do anything about the phone problem but if they can get me past the face to face stuff that’s still a step in the right direction. Next they will help me find and get a job.
I’m thinking about telling them to try to find me something in Iowa City. Misty and Kurt asked me awhile back if I would like to move in with them. At the time I said I would think about it but last time when Misty called me I decided I would. I mean hell it’s got to be better then what Minneapolis was and beside if Lindsay does end up going to Japan I really will have no friends that are within driving distance. I get lonely enough as it is. Plus that also means that AI will just be a hop, skip and a jump away. I did tell them though I wanted to do things differently this time and get a job before I moved down officially so I can actually afford to do stuff. After that I figure I either move straight into the apartment or stay with either Misty or Kurt until we could get a place.
Since I’ve got you attention Misty. Just letting you know I did request next weekend (May 1-3) off. I’m pretty sure I got the Friday and Saturday but I’m not to sure about Sunday but I’m make it down anyway. Also I might becoming down as early as Thursday depending on what time I get off work that day. I’ll give you a call before I head out if I do. We should get a cake.
Current mood:  contemplative
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
and every one is adressed to me.
Current mood:  blah
Monday, April 13, 2009
First off I wanted to say I got to see the Dragonball movie today. I loved it!! I also should state that I am a big time DBZ fan, so much so that some of my friends are trying to get me on a 12 step program to get off it. I know lot of the things they did were different from the actul manga/anime but all the main plot points were pretty much the same. And I fond none of the differnces really bothered me. In fact I enjoyed them. To me it was basicly a retelling of DB but with a more updated look.
unforchenly I'm probably one of the few people that feel this way about it. Everybody else I've seen coment about it said it was utter crap. My one friend said it was an anime abortion. Whats funny is I don't think she even liked the series to begain.
thats one of the things that gets to me. Half the people complaing about the new Movie soiling the name Dragonball are the same people complaing on how stupid the actul show is and that everyone looks like they are constupated when their powering up. I'm not saying they don't but you'd think if the people didn't like something before, They would like it better if it was different.
then there are those that are fans but of DBZ, they havn't heard of Just dragon ball (or they chose to igrore it cause there is not as much fighting I DB as there is in DBZ. The movie took elements from DB not DBZ so of course it's not going to be at all Like DBZ. They were two different stories that just happen to have the same characters. If you want to get tecknical DB was based off of the monkey king while DBZ was based off of some Norce legeond. Now I'll admit the new movie is not a Monkey king story but it's not based off that story anyway, it's DB.
People also seem to forget that there was a DB live action movie made that was almost exactly like the Manga, and it sucked big time. Kind of like the sailor moon live action, there are just somethings you can do in an anime that you shouldn't do in live action. For example some people were complaing about Goku's hair. Do you know how goofy he would look if they gave him goku's exact hair style. You wouldn't take anything he did serously.
some people were complaining that picilo wasn't green. These people need to get their eyes checked. He was green just not a dark green.
Lastly (or the last thing I can really think right now I am kind of tired) People were having a fit cause Goku wasn't asin. Goku is an ALIEN, He's not sapose to be asin, hell he's not even sapose to be american. All he's really sapose to have going for him is that he looks human enough that no one realizes he's not from this world.
I fear bad press is going to be what dooms this movie but I'm planing on get my copie of it when it's relesd.
Current mood:  determined
Saturday, April 11, 2009
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